the world of CASS .

fadin' away like a slow leak ..

2009-12-10T18:27:00.000-08:00

some say we're all living to die , but deep down ,

it feels like i'm dying inside.

when your plane no longer flies & your sun doesn't shine ,

& all you can do is look at the moon while your crying inside.

everything looks grim , & happiness ? it's just another word now.

will i ever be content ?

at peace ?

or will i be cold ?

with a invitation to a deathtrap known as my heart.

the way i am is not the way i wanna be , & now not even i , can see i in me.

so i smoke & float on , with my coat on , cause it's cold where i'm going ..

C A S S.

"..even if it means biting the bullet n lying."

2009-12-01T20:07:00.000-08:00

so i was talking to the big homie today about his & my relationship. just tryna get some insight cause we're in similar situations .. & i was told something i've been told before & already knew. "females are always right." lol .. so many people have tried to express this to me throughout my life but i never wanted to listen .. simply because i believe , right is right & wrong is wrong. if you're wrong , you need to be made aware of that. but what people keep telling me is that in order to make your relationship work & keep everybody happy , you have to lie. lol .. sounds bad but it's the truth. do whatever you have to do to make it work , lie to her & tell her she's right. that's what females want to hear. apologize , even if you don't mean it if that's what it takes. there's a difference between being dishonest & doing whatever it takes to make it work .. you just have to find that fine line & decide for yourself if it's worth "biting the bullet" ..

misunderstood.

2009-12-01T19:22:00.000-08:00

why is it okay for females to show emotion but when i guy does it he's considered "soft" or a "bitch nigga" ?

mainly because males are only supposed to show emotions that are perceived to be masculine & strong. i.e : anger , or any emotion that branches from that.

but news flash , WE HAVE FEELING'S too. we have emotions too & should be able to show them & express ourselves without being looked at as being weak. the majority of males will react to any situation with anger because it's the only choice he has. he can't be sad or hurt , society won't allow it. so he has to cover it up with hatred , anger , frustration , or put on a nonchalant front.

look at all of our past presidents , all men of course. society doesn't trust a female to be the head of the country because people feel they will base decisions off of emotions & not logic. although that may be true , it may not be half bad. i believe our country would be a lot more peaceful & we wouldn't be in the middle of a war right now.

my point is simply this , males have emotions also & we should be treated as such. we aren't rocks , our hearts beat the same as females do. keep that in mind when you make a decision or speak. don't just think "he won't care anyway" because we do , maybe more than you & sometimes more than you know.

C A S S.

goodbye FL , hello GA ..

2009-11-04T08:51:00.000-08:00

soooo , last night i made the short quest back from FL to GA. it was a quick & pleasant drive. i was on the phone with my Lady the whole time .. well until the end , she started to get tired. BUT she kept me company til i arrived home safely. :) shoutout to her. ; back to the matter at hand .. am i gonna miss FL ? not really. i'm gonna miss my peoples there though. i feel like me moving back here is better for me & will allow me to better myself as a person. although i enjoyed being in FL & it was a great learning experience .. i realized that pkola was a dead end , as a city that is. with our economy how it is right now , it's hard to prosper in a small city. i.e : limited job opportunities. that was the major dilemma me & bro faced -trying to find employment. it got to the point where we just gave up in a sense -a person can only take so much. but now we're back to it , & on the come up still .. i'd be lying if i said i didn't see greatness in both our futures. & wherever life decides to take us , i'm ready. i'll keep y'all updated on the come up progression.

get to know me ..

2009-10-29T22:18:00.000-07:00

i'm random. i'm a hippie. i don't care what you say. i rather be an outkast.

i'm against fitting in with society. i love music.

i understand females. my mother means the most. i enjoy smoking weed. i don't enjoy alcohol. i think our governments fukk'd. i'm really carefree. i have a contradictive personality. i BALL. i procrastinate. i'm a philosopher. i believe in "me" time. i can't be categorized. i'm smarter than you think. i'm spontaneous. i have big ears. i'm a peace maker that will whoop your ass. i eat poon. i'm a sex addict. i can write forever , & you'll never know me ..

.. R E L A T i O N S H i P S ..

2009-09-13T11:19:00.000-07:00

hello bloggin world .

it's Cass as you already know .. i'm back on my blog shit , AGAiN lol .

i gotta be more consistent , i realize that & i'm gonna work on it .

lemme get into the topic at hand though ;

muhfukkin RELATiONSHiPS ;

first off , i'm not trying to come off as if i know every & anything there is to know about being in a monogamous relationship .. i'm just a 19 year old doode with a lil experience who wants to express his views ; now-a-days , i feel as if the majority of couples are wrapped up in a lot of , how shall i say it , "fukkery" . their focus is misguided & their relationships are built up around a lie almost . the media has portrayed a "good/healthy" relationship around false truths . every relationship doesn't run smoothly , as cliche as that sounds . these lovey dovey , semi-perfect emotional bonds .. it rarely works that way in this thing we call life .. everyone seems as if they're planning for the future so much that they lose sight of the present .. & consequently , lose each other in a relationship that could have potentially been a prosperous one . & when it's all said & done , what did you leave the relationship with ? ; some good sex , couple decent memories , & a lesson learned if you're smart . was it really worth it ? i highly doubt it .

that empty feeling that leaves you dwelling in despair at night while you try to rest & hopefully sleep the pain away .. that's if you actually cared & put any type of effort into thee relationship to make it work even in the slightest bit ;; & thee L O V E word is thrown around so loosely it seems . maybe it's just thee infatuation with how one makes you feel , or the sex that has your emotions in a flurry every time you think of your significant other .. or the feeling you get when you see their name in your phone . how after an argument all you wanna do is send a txt saying you're sorry although you weren't in the wrong just to get back to your love high .. putting your pride aside for the sake of seeing them happy because their happiness means more than yours .. somehow this turned into a blogg about love , yet i don't feel as i digressed . because shouldn't a relationship be based on love & the deeper more sincere emotions ? not the money , or the expensive dates & gifts , or how "cute" y'all look together . more so based on the the time you spent locked in your room in complete serenity .. so quiet you can almost hear what she's thinking , as you listen to each breath she takes as her heart beats with yours ..

D A M N ;

i want that .. something real all the way through , not these fake , momentary connections that you know won't make it through the end of the month .

when i find that , or shall i say when i find her , umma hold on with everything i have , & even after i have nothing to give .. i'll continue to give her my all ;

yoo , my lil blasian ninja inspired this A LOT . she deep yo , real shit lol . not just ya typical , pretty , "exotic" looking female . shid , she even surprised me o.O that rarely happens .

fukk wit her ; http://twitter.com/lalalakeshia

-C A S S .

randoms about the Cass man .

2009-07-04T11:20:00.000-07:00

EVERY female i deal with thinks i'm a hoe , talk to a lot of females , or have a GF .. NO MATTER WHAT I TELL THEM .
i LOVE , i repeat , LOVE .. eating poon ;)
i'm a mama's boy & she'll always be my main lady .
i don't too much trust females .. which is one of the main reasons i've committed infidelity .
i get told i look like Usher at least twice a week .
although every male claims to be , i really am addicted to sex .. try me if you think i'm joking .
i prefer watching cartoons over anything else .
i think porn is entertaining in a non-sexual way .
i wish a had a baby boy .. but if a female thinks she's pregnant , i be shook on the low .
i'm a ladies man . =)
i have a group of best friends that i consider my brothers .
i have the most fun doing "nothing" with my brotha blaze . NO BROKE BACK lmao .
i have jealous tendencies , but it's only because i have a huge ego .
i'm arrogant .. & i hate being called conceited , there is a difference .
i used to skate from 6th-8th grade & i'm gonna start again when i move to Fl .
if i woulda stayed a virgin throughout high school , i'd be at a D1 school with a 4.0 .
i rather txt than talk on the phone .. simply because when i'm on the phone , i'm missing out on other txts lol .
i'm gonna "ink my whole body i don't give a mothafukk" .
don't discriminate when it comes to females .
i came to the realization that i've been IN love less times than i thought i was .
if i didn't wanna be financially stable when i got older , i would lounge around , have sex & smoke weed everyday . lol
wanna meet another female i'd do anything for .
i'm tired of writing this so this is my last random fact . =)

-Cass .

sum' like a hiatus .

2009-06-30T15:05:00.000-07:00

sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh ;

i been ghost from the blogspot tip sum' serious .

but i realized that this shit is healthy , i can't vent successfully on here .

when i can't talk to anyone else , shid , i can talk to myself .

sounds crazy , right ?

i know , & that's fine , i rather be percieved that way .

but i digress , sorry ;

back to the matter at hand !

i'm gonna get back on my blogspot shit to be brief , so fukk wit' it , i insist .

-Cass .

lil kids are the real comedians !

2009-05-22T22:33:00.000-07:00

LMFAO . kick hiss ass kassie .

"buhlud !" lol .

2009-05-21T18:48:00.000-07:00

Megan Fox ;

Mrs. Transformers herself .

google her .

i'd do some very nasty things to & with this woman .

;]

"i'm a nasty ass nigga , & every woman in the world like a nasty ass nigga .."

R.i.p phone =/

2009-05-21T17:56:00.000-07:00

Pantech Duo ;

my pimp mobile as Trish calls it . lmfao

i've had 3 of em' . lol

& this was the only one that stood by me through the thick & the thin .

though all the nakeds , ringtones , txt messages , late night cake sessions , EVERYTHiNG .

she was there . & now , she's gone =/

lasted for a while though & i'm proud of her .

time to lay it down forever though .

so , R.i.p babee girl . youu'll be remembered .

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but now , on to this ! =D

Cass's perfect day .

2009-05-02T01:57:00.000-07:00

yooo' , it CASS here .. back again with another blog .

preshate those who've read any of my blogs so far , & youu for reading this right now .

BUT ;

without hesitation , i'm going right in .. ;

so i was on [aim] with CL , choppin' & shit . ;]

& i asked her what her "ideal day" would consist of ..

she responded with a series of things , & i have to admit --it was a pretty bomb day .

sooooo .. then she returned the question , & this is how my perfect or ideal day would be .

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_wake up naked to a bad bitch that i had wonderful sex with the night before .

--blow some good stuff .

_eat a bomb breakfast , that she cooked in just my v.neck or some boy shorts .

--get my nap on .

_wake up , go ball !

--come home , bomb sex session[gettin' in in the shower & al'lat] .

_chill , do some online shopping in our bare minimums .

--get dressed & go out to dinner somewhere with a dope view .

_come home , smoke .. SEX ! shower , sleep .

--then a quickie in the middle of the night lol .

_--_--_THEE END !_--_--_

crakk right ?

--it's CASS .

tatts ; R.J .

2009-04-30T01:18:00.000-07:00

in the process .

lil sum' for the people who would love to see this ;
nooooo it didn't hurt as bad as i made it seem , the "pain" face was intentional .
but the "J" did hurt at the top , no frontin' !

aayyyyeeeeeee , all done .
umma get a better pic so youu can see the up close , finish product .

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i have 3 tatts now .. technically . lol
deff hella more to come .. prob getting another this week .

LOOK OUT FOR iT !

--it's CASS .

my florida visit ;

2009-04-30T00:08:00.000-07:00

me & bro right here at whataburger ; GONE !

me , bro , kola , & j.shu . whataburger

me & dizz ; i really don't remember where we were going in this picture .
bro had to go do sum' .. just riding though !
enjoying life .

lmao ! booooyyy was i GONE .
pic turned out aight though .
laura said i look like Jamin though . =0
gtfoh .

ahaaa , ft. walton , Fl .
after i had some BOMB ass BBQ .
SHEEEEESSH ; i had the itis sum' serious .

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overall my trip to Fl was pretty bomb . lil or no complaints .
got to chill with bro & my niggas .. me & bro chilled sum' serious .
like , wake up in the afternoon & not do shit the WHOLE day .
then there was days where niggas were busy the whole day & couldn't
wait to get home & get some sleep .
we don't smoke , but we did have "high guy" tendencies . lmao

& we paid for nada , it was ALL free .

iKNOW , shame on us , huh ? pssshhhh , gtfoh . gotta live life , only got one .

umma make another blog about my visit another time , there's too much shit that went down .

just know it was poppin' ! =D

--it's CASS .

twitter shit . =|

2009-04-29T23:58:00.000-07:00

LMFAO .

twitter satire right here ..

this is how i feel about this site that hella people

seemed to be hooked on .

personally , i don't have one & i've never visited that site ..

BUT ;

i don't care for it & will NEVER get one .

& youu can quote the CASS mann on that . well , my lil twitter rant is over .

hope youu watched the video & LYFAO & enjoyed it bunches .

--it's CASS .

the bob mann .

2009-04-15T13:17:00.000-07:00

Bob Marley ;

i don't have to say much about this mann ;

he was & still is a incredible fukkin' person .

nuff said .

this is a beastie ass picture , i must say .

make me wanna grow fat dreads lol .

--it's CASS .

straight chica , gay nigga .. ; CASS & BLAZE random moment .

2009-04-15T12:25:00.000-07:00

so me & my nigga beez was riding yesterday morning , & the question arose ; "would youu fukk wit' a chica who messed wit' a gay nigga ?"

& i thought about it for like .7 seconds & replied "fukk no nigga , that's ratchet ."

& it really is , on some many different levels ; peep em' .

LEVEL 1 ; my nigga , if youu poke that , youu've fukked every gay nigga he's fukked wit' & every gay nigga they've fukked wit' too & so on & so forth .. RATCHET .

LEVEL 2 ; what kinda chica is she too fukk wit' a fudgepacker ? or a nigga who packs fudge , feel me ? .. like , think about what other herendous , over the top , oober nasty , past the point of just freaky , shit she's done .. RATCHET .

LEVEL 3 ; what kinda guy are too stoop as low as that ? i could see if youu didn't know , but if youu're well aware of this , wtf ? gtfoh .. RATCHET .

LEVEL 4 ; this is the most hurt reason of them all .. after your encounter wit' her , YOUU COULD POTENTiALLY HAVE HiV OR AiDS for that matter . how could youu look past that just for some poon doode ? .. RATCHET .

niggas out here needa get it together lol . shit like this really happens & that's shitty in itself .

--it's CASS .

.. yeezy's ..

2009-04-06T20:41:00.000-07:00

i want these ;
& these ;

these sexy too .

these the air yeezy's ; kanye shoe .
i gotta get em' .
somebody get em' for me birthday ! =D

--it's CASS .

.. danger , danger , danger ..

2009-03-30T21:32:00.000-07:00

sooooooo .. although i don't really fukks with Ray J show hard , i do fukks with this young ladee right here . she is sooooo BOMB to ME . appealing doesn't even begin to describe the attraction i have for her . even though she is literally CRAZY , insane , fukked up .. whatever youu wanna call it , but it makes me that much more attracted to her . her whole persona is on smash .. she so real .. & honest .. & blunt which makes her that much more of the "shit" to ME .

D A N G E R ;

--it's CASS .

.. the advancement of CASS ;

2009-03-29T21:14:00.000-07:00

soooo .. i feel as if everyday we should try to better ourselves , or at least i want to . & i feel as if i've taken a lot of days off during my life when it comes to that .. & i'm somewhat disappointed in myself in that regard . if i don't wanna better & help myself , why will anyone else ? .. i should wanna be the best at any & everything i do , being complacent with this level of mediocrity that i pretend to be content with is not the move .. everyday should be a different grind or task to conquer & that's what i'm on everyday faithfully how i should be .. everybody wants to be successful but little are willing to work for it but i refuse to settle any longer .. i'm grindin' !

"transistionin' from fittin' in to standin' out"

--it's CASS .